and these few days, my boss got new habit! sending me emails and cc-ing my whole team! and so whats the problem? i cant work? and u want to ask the whole team to supervise me? thats just enough! getting this miserable pay and wad? i am working for the whole department, supporting 20 over people and everyone and throw things to me? and knowing that i having so much things on hand, and u r still pushing things to me? hey boss, i dont think this is right..

i am sometimes that transparent that my boss could walk all the way from her desk to ask the colleague behind me if she wants a drink.. so.. i am that transparent and u didnt see me? hello? i am slogging for u and u r going downstairs to get coffee for another person? wad is this? all u know is rush me for work!

pls dont ask me to teach u when u dont have the intention to do it urself! u asked me to teach u how to do the intranet and keep bugging the IT side when ur access cant work. and after everything is in place, u still threw it back to me! wth! u even send me email and cc ur boss to ask me to teach u? pls dont waste my time to teach u when u didnt have the intention to do. i m not that free! pls do reflection!

i am seriously not free to talk on the office messenger, so didnt turn on the messenger. just in case i was bugged by anyone for anything. just wanna work in peace, so didnt on. guess wad? stalker "neighbour" or maybe is my boss who asked my "neighbour", to ask me to turn on the messenger. wtf! I AM NOT FREE! and i replied my "neighbour" i am rushing something and will on it later. and she replied, u can just turn on and put "do not disturb" mode.. hey, might as well dont on! same wad!

getting more and more pek chek here! i am there slogging like a cow and there is no one who could help me? and over there, a group of people are watching the royal wedding online! i dunno wad is wrong man!

people just loves last min! pre-empted them about my study and exam leave ard end may. might be in office for just 2 days and my boss' boss wrote in her email ask me to do the monthly newsletter in just 2 days! pls lor.. ur favourite emily takes a week to concentrate and do the newsletter and now u want me to do in 2 days? thanks for so 看得起我! but i seriously cannot! pls get ur fav emily to do it. if i do, who is going to do my other pending tasks? away for 5 days (incl weekends), i think my mailbox will explode and surely u want me to process the claims too.. OT without OT pay and not even time off and there u are, wanting me to work late. 2 days to complete = 1 day to do, 1 day for slow clearance. i think i will just go on leave on the 2 days to mug. i think i will feel better..

getting a half day leave is difficult. planning to take half day leave is just damn difficult! i dont think the department will collapse without me so why cant i go on half day leave? isnt this an entitlement? told my boss that i will be apply a halfday leave on this coming tues, and she stumbled me with saying this tues afternoon got dept meeting.. so wad? i cant take leave? i can just order the drinks for u and entrust the form to another people, so why cant i take leave?

i think this is not a good place for me..