Wednesday, July 18, 2007
this morning didn't went to commit suicide.. in fact i was killed.. er.. i din go into j****e's office, but she ask me in.. she ask me to redo the minutes, ask me to be more serious in doing the minutes.. I AM ALREADY SHO SERIOUS IN DOING THE MINUTES, BUT SHE IS STILL NOT PLEASED WITH THAT!!!! arghhhhhhhh.........
she showed me what idiot haf done.. he came up wif an agenda, for the meeting that he is chairing.. please lo.. if you want to chair meeting, sure have to come up wif agenda ma.. so what if he done the agenda? he did not do the minutes.. minutes is more difficult that agenda.. and what's more.. allan and alcie are talking about the scala stuff, and what they done, and skip here and there, and say what they are going to do.. now say done, later say do, then jump back to done.. please lo.. so hard to catch.. she say my minutes is wrong, ask me to redo, and i went to ask allan on monday already.. then allan told me whta he need to do.. and i did the minutes wif that.. then now say wrong again.. okay, i admit there are something wrong in the subheadings, but..... i don't know what they are talking already...
and she say she didn't even DARE TO CHECK WHAT I DONE.. because she is afraid the if she checks, there will be more error.. then like that she dun want to give me things to do.. i will not deny that i do make a lot of mistakes when doing things, but this is a big distrust-ment between her and me.. and she ask me what i want her to let me do, and i got anything to say or not.. of course i din say anything la.. what i learnt in income.. get scoldings from supervisor, never retaliate.. if you retaliate, you will get more scoldings.. thanks gina and waiyee for teaching me this logic.. anyway, just hope for the best for my appraisal and commendation letter.. these few days i am trying to please her by taking initiative to go and commit suicide.. she agreed with this initiative, and that's the only thing that she agrees throughout the whole killing session.. er.. sad right? last night when i told idiot that i am commiting suicide at 9am every morning, he say j****e got that bad meh? she quite friendly what.. please lo.. you and her de 关系 so good, of coz say her good la.. and i din wanna say anything bad infront of idiot.. he might be a back stabber.. thinking back, if he wasn't a backstabber, then how come when he first come got something to do, and my task was given to him? haiz.. he is some more my class rep.. like that i dun quite like him more.. and i guess he is the kind of people who will add salt to wounds, add fuel to fire, and so more stuff like that.. and i must say, he is definitely a good apple polisher..
after the killing session, i wasn't really in a working mood.. no one will be happen after 'tio-gan'.. so doing stuff slowly and blogging.. i doubt today can go to the english lesson already.. 我看，今天还是乖一点，早点回家 online and watch tv ba..
4 days to xing bdae, 13 days to celestine bdae, 19 days to joyce one.. happy birthday in advance, girls!
Just The Girl @
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