Thursday, February 1, 2007
something bad n terrible happened on sunday.. my grandmother passed on.. i was in her room studying the wireless quiz for monday, and my aunt was also in her room wif her.. her breathing was getting louder n louder,and after a couple of seconds, my aunt called my mum to b in the room... grandma's breathing sound suddenly stopped.. my aunt was crying n she is asking all my relatives to come... oh my... she is suffering from a dunno wad stomach cancer, and now she is gone... i am really very sad... she is together wif me for years, since my family shifted from toa payoh to bishan, i have been leaving in the same room as her for years... i hate to accept the fact tat she is gone.. when everyone reached my home, they are all crying... we cannot accept the fact tat she is gone... the doctor came at 12 plus, in the noon n say she could still survive for a few days.. at about 2.38pm, she left us... another doctor came at 5plus n certify her death.. the undertaker came at 5plus and change her clothes.. n carry her to the void deck n den in coffin.. it is supposed to be held under my block, but there ish a malay wedding carrying on, we can't possibly ask them off to let us use the place, n so we used the block opposite(dalton's block).. on monday, i still went to school... before i went to school, i went to the wake, kneeling in front of my grandmother's photo, telling her i will be having a quiz... hope tat i can pass.. she was helping me... i din really studied for my quiz, but i could still pass... coz i refered to the book during the test.. i noe tat is cheating, but no choice... well.. like tat i could pass... n i shld thank my grandma.. went back to the wake after school.. applied leave for tuesday, after the leadership tutorial.. coz i din submit the leave on monday... n so tues gotta submit... after the leadership tut, i still went on doing the project.. coz my grp really haf no time to mit le... din sleep on tuesday nite... was at the wake... majority of my cousins din go back to their own home.. they slept at my home... a few was downstairs.. we were folding incense paper n talking... went home at 7am in the next morning (wednesday) to sleep... it is quite hard for me not sleeping a day... slept till 11 plus, den my sis wake me up for lunch.. we knew the arrangement for the day.. there will be chantings in the afternoon till night... so gotta eat early... the people who r making music while the chantings are on, are so unprofessional.. in the making music ppl, there is a boy playing wif the one beside him... and he is still calling on the phone n talking... after he put don his phone, he still talk to the one opposite.. look! so unprofessional.. during the break time in the evening, the ppl are playing the mahjongs n cards tat we rent... we din even wanna use tat cards, coz it very ex to use their cards... but the making music ppl still play the cards... haiz... dunno wad to say la... during the break time, everyone was choing-ing to the toilets...but me n cousins were smart.. came up to home de toilet.. no need to queue... the chanting carry on after dinner.. we are so tired... after the chanting ended, we burnt the house,car and incense for my grandma... most of my cousins went home at 11plus.. coz too tired.. they went home le, den i msg dalton c if he wanna come... i chatted wif dalton under his block at 12 plus den my sis call me le den he went home... we din go to the front n talk... coz he say he dun like to attend such stuff... i stayed till 1plus den go bathe le come down again, n stayed till 3plus... my 2 eldest cousins came at 2plus to take over.. seeing they so tired, so i satyed till 3plus lo.. my 2nd n 3rd sis half asleep at the wake... we went back to sleep at 3plus... i dunno wad time did my 2nd n 3rd sis went down again... i was too tired n sleepy to look the clock... my mum wake me up at 9plus to ask me go help.. i din wanna wake up.. coz i m still very sleepy.. but still wake up to help lo.. ish the last day liao.. liast day to see my grandmother's body le.. juz tinking of tis, i wanna cry le... coz i really miss her alot... she was cremated at 2plus.. everyone cried n called her loudly... we all missed her so dearly and resent the fact tat she left us n passed on... after clearing everything, now finally i am free le...
tis is something tat i wanna tell my grandma... 阿嬷，我们好想您。。。 till now, whenever i tink of her, i wanna cry le... no much words could really describe tis kind of feelings... i will never wanna forget the day, 28 January 2007... btw, this is oso the day tat actress 许玮伦 passed away.. she went coma in an accident tat happened last saturday, 27 Jan 2007... after coma for hours, she left at 5plus pm on 28/1/07... about 2-3 hours after my grandma left... she is a good actress... lurved her shows quite much... it's such a pity tat she left the world... it is oso hard to believe it too... so sad...
yesterday, celestine called me reagrding the SIP thing.. i dunno wad to do.. she say me, her, hx, elin are 2 by 2.. shiyuan n benny oso 2 by 2... but they dun wanna split... so i dunno how la... got a call call serene one.. i dunno her.. celest gif her my number... she keeps on calling me asking whether i can join her for a group anot.. i dun even noe her, y shld i be in the same grp as her? she ring me up twice last nite... but i din pick up.. coz at funeral, n chanting, cannot pick up call... i oso din reply her sms.. she is so irritating... keeps on calling me... she still called me today.. but i was kneeing in front on the wake, i cannot ans call.. luckily i set to silent mode.. if not i will be so unfilial.. hp ringing when kneeling... i din wan to be same grp as her.. but she keeps on pestering me... i dunno how la... tink will call celest later...
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5:52 PM
