Friday, February 2, 2007
went to the collect my grandma's ash today... some of her bones/ash are pink... my dad says is due to she sincerity towards praying... and even the person who handles funeral, oso say ish rare to see pink bones... and in fact, he never see anyone wif such color bones... woo... tat means, my grandmother done a lot of good deeds... her ash was then brought to the dunno where la... dunno the place de english name... i onli noe the place... she was then placed there will my grandfather... after putting her in the urn, there's praying n chantings... i nearly fainted at the prying part.. i wanna vomit... i dunno y la... wanna vomit, den i asked qy to call my mum... den my aunt n aunty come help me... on tat moment, i really felt tat i m being loved by so many ppl.. thanx for my aunt and small aunty... my small aunty was oso weak... she fainted on wednesday... den my uncle sent her to clinic... the doctor say she was lucky.. coz late by another 15 mins, she will become paralyse, late by another 30mins, she will die... so she is "lucky"... there are 2 auntys tat fainted on wednesday.. my small aunty, and my 4th aunty... they shld be not enuf sleep den faint... i fainted becoz i nv eat my breakfast.. coz running late le, den if i eat, i scared my dad will scold me for waking up late... so din eat lo... reached home at 1plus...
my SIP grp will be wif tat Serene... tis is really the last resort... she keeps pestering hx n celest... i was quite irritated by her actions... when she pesters them, asking them about me, hx n celest will call me time and again... i was tied up in my family matter, my grandmother stuff, she is bothering me... really hate tat la... den on friday, i asked my mum whether i shld be in the same grp wif her, my mum say anything lo... den my cousin mum say if she is smart, den go lo... ya right... if she is smart, i shld be in her grp... but if she is really smart, there will be some takers for her grp... but y no takers, n she come find me... i dunno how she noe me... den i called to tell her i join her grp... den she talk a lot stuff to me... she say she is helping me... if not i will be distributed to other groups... WTF... i dun mind going other groups lo... wad helping me.. i help her lo... the moment tat i hear tis, i really very angry lo... i no grp, den go other grp okay de lo... wif guys oso okay... now, i hope tat i will be chosen to go china for OSIP... i dun wanna stuck here wif her... i receieved the TP email which say the SIP grp tat serene juz submitted... i c the mail le, more sian n angry lo... it's wif the girl call hwee chin... i dun wanna be wif her... she talk so soft... keeps asking me about java... i din take java le she still ask me... last sem, we same class for telsys... she crash her grp project tat is wif zaki... zaki oso say she made him crash the project... i dun wanna be in her grp... anyone juz save me la...
a friday tat my young cousins din come is not like a friday... although is saw them in the morning le, but if they din come in the evening, ish really not like friday... hope they will come next friday ba...
hmmm... i shld be studying for my leadership test tml le... haven study much yet... hope will pass ba...
Just The Girl @
10:53 PM
