Friday, January 19, 2007
i talked to him on msn last nite... i was tinking tat if i could talk to him, for long, tat will be a good thing.. so i talked to him... i started off wif the advanced mobcomp labtest, coz he ish taking the test today... den talked about his msn pic, den the news say the world is ending soon... omg.. is it true? can't believe it.. den i ask him ish there a gal tat he like? he says ya, n she's from htm... my heart brokes when i saw tis... i liked him for such a long time, n now, he says there ish someone tat he likes... we talked crap after he told me tis.. i dunno wad i talking liao... i can't tink properly... n cannot concentrate... he says he will be wif tat gal after the exams, coz she dunno affect studies...
IT'S ALL GONE!!! HOPES FOR HIM ARE ALL DASHED!!!
after he offline, i had to continue doing the IA presentation slide coz presenting today... i do tat till 1 plus, sleep at almost 2... i keep tinking about him... he is on my mind... i really dunno wad to do...
IA lab is juz beside his Advanced mobcomp lab... during my IA lesson, i keep looking next door, waiting for time to pass n waiting for him to come... after the my IA presenation, me n celest when to toilet... passing by the mobcomp lab, i saw him... so concentrated doing the test... after our lesson end, we stayed in the lab for a while, waiting for the mobcomp lab to be empty... coz we wanna do mobcomp project... but still got the other batch of his class ppl doing the test... so... we went out to eat... we was slower by a couple of seconds... he went off le... hope tat mayb will get to see him later ba...
after eating we went to asp lab... coz the mobcomp lab, they still doing the test... when doing asp project, i was getting more n more depressed n sad... i felt tat i was really missing n losing him... i really got the feel of crying... den i msg-ed dalton.. he comforted me... he's really a good bro... celest was trying to do the query page for the project, i wanna help her.. but dunno how to do... i oso cannot concentrate... coz last nite sleep so late... tinking back, last nite i din really feel as much as how i feel today.. actually after i saw him today, i feel sad.. hai ya.. since cannot concentrated in doing project n got a bit of headache n the ppl in the lab are playing some songs tat will make me tink of him more, i might as well go home first...
on the way home, i tot tat mayb i will feel better after a sleep... so i slept on the bus, n reached home, n wanna sleep again... before i sleep, i msg-ed hi again... i cannot control my fingers from the keypad... i asked how's the labtest, he says onli a word..n tat is die... omg... last nite i talk n crap n gif him so much tips n he say die... haizz... ai ya.. dunno how la... i wanna try to forget him... but it is really hard to do it... coz we always c each other in sch...
after a sleep, the sadness is still there, but is lessen le...
thanx to those who noes this n consoled me... i will try to avoid seeing him in school...
tis line has been in my mind from yesterday。。。
是不是得不到的永远是最好的吗? 我真的不知道。。。我真得有点想他。。。
Just The Girl @
6:20 PM
